False Hope
November 20, 2007As salaam alaykum,
well Ive done it again. I got excited over a possible proposal which in its very early stages has been suspended.Probably ended.
Ive forgotten how many times this has happened. It is the will ofAllah and surely there is wisdom behind it. I need to learn something else before Allah blesses me with a husband. But what it is Im not sure.
Ive contemplated what is it I need to know? What is it that Allah wants me to learn? But still nothing.
There is a lot of self reflection.
One of the many things Ive thought is that I have thought that so many of my problems would be lifted through nikkah. I would be able to live comfortably with the support of another muslim. Someone who I can share my problems with, my thoughts and feelings, feel safe. But then again shouldnt I feel like that with Allah. I should call out to Allah about my problems. Seek refuge in Allah from the evil of this world. Put my entire trust in Allah.
There is wisdom behind everything Allah does.If Allah doesnt grant me the dua of a spouse Allah saves me from something else that would of harmed me. I have to have sabr and trust in Allah.
I pray that Shaytan will not bother me over this topic as he always does.
May Allah curse Shaytan.Ameen
MashAllah ur trust and belief in Allah is so strong, mashAllah. Are you a sister? You sound like a sister. Sorry i dont know you, but you posted on my blog so i followed ur link. Allah remove all your problems and give you what he thinks is best for you of your lawful tamanna’s (aspirations, dreams)Be strong and keep talking to Allah about your concerns/worries/problems. Maybe he loves the sound of your voice so is delaying you what you asked him for. Allah knows best!
How u doing stranger? Hope ur allright.
(somebody clicked a link to my blog from a comment i left on here ages ago……..explaining my visit :P)
May Allah grant you a pious husband soon, ameen.